People hate Memphis.
People that live here hate it; people that visit here hate it. People
trash talk Memphis. People vow to move away from Memphis. Aside from a very few
devotees, this city just can’t catch a break. That’s not to say there aren't
good reasons for the animosity.
Memphis
is a big, dirty city with a low education threshold, highly impoverished
population, and a government that ranges from inept to corrupt. Violence runs
rampant through our streets; with even the smallest of disagreements leading to
gunplay. Racial divides segregate our
citizens in every possible way. It seems that this is a city of lost hope.
On July
fourth, my friends and I went to the South Bluffs to watch the annual fireworks
show above Mud Island. The sky was initially cloudy, though it eventually gave
way to a brilliant sunset. Families lay on blankets, or sat in their folding
chairs. A few people had portable grill, and were cooking hamburgers and hot
dogs. Children ran around, waving their neon lit necklaces, swords, and toy
guns that were on sale. For a while, everyone seemed to be having a great time.
The
first sign of trouble came from young teenagers who were throwing firecrackers.
For a laugh, they would light them up, and toss them into a group of people.
Screams would be heard, people would jump away, and then…laughter. It was a
juvenile, and somewhat dangerous, stunt, but no one was hurt.
From
our position, we could see the river, the M shaped bridge, and the recently
completed Beale Street Landing. Built into the bluffs, the Landing is a modern
building which houses restrooms, drink machines, and food vendors. People were
huddled around the space as rain trickled for a few minutes. Others, used the
restroom facilities, or stood on the grass above the building. The scene was so
beautiful, that I even took a couple of photographs to post on social media sites.
Once the rain stopped, I was beginning to enjoy myself. And then, people
started running.
Just as
the sun was setting, scores of people came running out of the Landing building.
There were yells and screams; everyone camped out on the Bluffs stood to watch
the commotion. Was it firecrackers? Was it a gun? Within minutes, the police
arrived and closed the Landing.
“What a
perfect use of taxpayer money,” I muttered to my girlfriend. “We spend all this
money on something that will be shut down every time a group of people get
together near it.”
Though
I didn’t know it at the moment, it soon became apparent how dangerous the
situation was becoming. Loud gossip about firecrackers slowly became quiet
whispers about a shooting. As the police pushed everyone away from the Landing,
and back up towards the bluff, a horde of young teens (13-17 year olds) burst
through the crowds of families.
One kid
ran as dozens of others chased him. Parents dropped to the ground, and shielded
their children from possible gunfire. Everyone was screaming “Get down!”
Children, who had been oblivious to all but their toys, were suddenly whisked
behind trash cans. Their cries of terror rose above the horrified gasps of
their parents.
The
teens caught up to their target and started attacking him. The mob seized upon
him, kicking and punching. The entirety of the police presences was located at
the bottom of the hill, still attempting to close off the Landing. People ran
to the edge and yelled for the police to come up. After a few moments, they
did. The kids instantly broke up and ran towards the back alleys not far away.
At the same time, we learned that someone had been shot in front of the
Landing. The ambulance arrived to take him away as police searched the streets
for possible suspects.
By now,
it was fully dark. Many of the families packed up their chairs and blankets and
left. Those of us who stayed were looking over our shoulders, watching
teenagers who moving slowly through the crowd. There were suspicious glances,
and hushed speculation about which of them were carrying guns in the back of
their pants. The tension was palpable. Many tried to deflect the fear with
humor; however the laughter was nervous and self-conscious.
We were
finding out that there had been three possible shootings in the area. The one
by the Landing may, or may not, have been connected to two others in the
streets surrounding the bluffs, as well as the fight that had just occurred.
Though we wouldn't find out until later, the victim at the bottom of the hill
had been a 13 year old boy. (Luckily, he was taken away in “non-serious”
condition.)
With
the entire crowd on edge, and police patrolling the area, many people began to
wonder if the fireworks were even going to be happening. Local news stations
had posted that the show would be starting just after sundown. Other sites
listed the time as 9:45.
At this
point, I was tired, had a headache, and was ready to just go home. I was wet
with rain, and fed up with the entire situation. I have never been much a fan
of Independence Day, anyway. Being dragged into an unruly downtown crowd was
not helping matters, at all. We pondered packing all of our stuff up as well,
when suddenly….the fireworks started.
High
above our heads, bursts of colors formed spherical shapes. They exploded into
heavenly bodies; the actual sound followed a split second behind. The blasts
followed one after the other. Without warning, bright towers of light spewed
from below, showering the sky with pinpoints of sparkles.
The children
in the audience stared at the sky; each laughing and clapping. The crowd
“oooohed” and “awwwed” at the same time. Rounds of applause punctuated the
particularly brilliant parts of the show. For a moment, I looked around. I
noticed that the entire group was looking up. No one was watching the person
next to them. No one was scanning the teenagers for weapons. Even the police
lights and sirens had seemed to vanish. Perhaps, like the fireworks themselves,
it was just an illusion, but it was a beautiful one.
Behind
our group, I could hear a child who was especially enjoying the show. He would
make wondrous comments to his family, and go nuts for each explosion. Then, in
a statement that carried more weight than he could ever know, he yelled “I love
you, fireworks!”
Though
this kid had been near a shooting, witnessed a beating, and possibly been
shielded by a trash can or parent, his attention was on the beauty in front of
him. Maybe he would grow up to hate Memphis. Maybe he would trash talk it, or
lament the bloodshed later as an adult. However, in that moment, he decided to
love his city, and remember the spectacle before his eyes. At that moment, I
think most of us in my group did, too.
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